yeah~da lame babe x buat entry~tapi tergerak jgak pasal ak nmpak quote ni mase belek2 tumblr td~this really catch my mind~the situation that used to hit me~tapi biase la~ak ni jenis org yg x sedar diri~huhu~
baru2 ni pon ak slalu buat gf ak merajuk~damn~ak mmg x pandai layan perempuan~
terukkan~haish~mcm tu la~very very very terrible at it~puas agaknye aini tahan ngn kerenah ak~ak ingat lagi de kate mase kat kelas dulu bertuah sape yang kawin ngn ak~damn~ak x nmpak pon ape yg de ckp tu skarang~betol ke ak boleh??haish~i have to make sure of it as she is my gf now!!
so~kalao tgk balik quote tu~ "Don't make her fall if you don't plan to catch her". there is something about this words yg buat ak rase macam~ouch~~ak slalu buat macam tu~dengan kate laen "mempermainkan perasaan seseorang"~kalao kite dah buat satu decision tu~make sure of it~jgn biarkan org laen terhuyung-hayang waiting for uncertainty~
kalao mase zaman skolah dulu ak suke kacau org~sengaje buat org menangis pastu biar je~bile ak pikir2 balik lah mcm mane ak treat aini~its like im treating her the way i bullied my friends at school~just in a different situation but still in the same concept~and i dont know that i hurt her~mcm org lembab~budak tu dah menangis baru tao~oh ak buat de menangis ke??tapi ak buat ape??!selalu mcm ni~~ T_T
macam tu lah skarang~mcm bende yg ak buat dulu dah jadi habit sampai ak pon x sedar yg ak ade buat salah kat org~damn~i really need to change myself~so~td de da ok~x tao la ok betol2 ke x~sepanjang de mrerajuk tu~alamak~seksanye~ak nk makan pon x lalu~tido pon pikir pasal de tgh marah~x boleh tido!!seriously~kalao dah msg pon mcm nk x nk tu~haa~de la tu~merajuk~kadang2 ak geram taw kalao xtao ape yg ak dah buat sampai de merajuk~lembab kan~puas la ak pikir~sigh~boleh jadi org giler kalau biar lame2~so kalao sape2 nk diet suruh la gf/bf korang merajuk lame2~seriously ak x pernah lapa kalao x makan mase de merajuk~pikir pasal de je~tapi badan susut la~ T_T
so~i hope for something better~today,tomorrow,next week,next month,next year and forever~haha~i need to CHANGE myself~btw~it's for my own good~sigh~why i sigh??!!because it is HARD!!sigh~GOOD LUCK QAYYUM!!!!Sweet Sour~this is the journey of my life~
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